📧 “gospel of rutba script for wild goose” to Claiborne

yes, i think maybe we should talk. i dont think i've felt very well heard in this years-long chain of events. as a result of a few isolated circumstances, i dont think we've all been able to be humble and honest with one another, and until some of my anxiety is verbally exorcised, i suspect i will always feel like an outlier or something, looking in from the outside, very aware of my status as an afterthought to the progression greg's ambition with the book (and, quite possibly the movie as well). conversations have been scattered between you and me and greg and everyone else, and i feel like the only one willing to hold the pieces together... and it is terribly exhausting. 

let's try to find a time to talk if possible. i should warn you that it might be quite painful to hear, but i need to say things that havent been said. i can promise you that the things on my mind are new, that i have not been 'witholding my true feelings' or something in any way. i just recently realized how to put how i feel about some things to words. 

God is with us.
 - Logan